the secret smiles, the awkward silences, the sideways glances; those days are gone - i get that. and you know what? i'm cool with it. but let me set a couple of things straight. first off, i don't know why i loved you. all i know is that i did. maybe it wasn't true love, but it was the closest thing i've ever felt. and even though i didn't get my perfect happy ending, even though you chickened out and left me hanging like an idiot, i still believe you're a good person; and i wish you the best. really, i do. so go out there and find whatever makes you happy. the memories are already starting to blur around the edges, but we both know i couldn't ever forget you completely. do you understand what i'm saying here? i'm saying that whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, you are the reason i am who i am today. i hope you know that. i hope you know that you were the most important person in my life for a very long time. you were the guy i thought about while listening to all those songs, the one guy who made me actually look forward to mondays. you were the guy who could make or break me, who had my heart, but never bothered to do anything about it.

♥

one;

It doesn't matter who dumped who or why.

Whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.

Not because we’re not over you, but because we know that we used to be that girl.

two;

every time I see him, I can't help but think "I wonder if he still thinks I’m pretty."

three;

Just because I finally got over you, doesn't mean there aren't days when it all just comes rushing back.

four;

You know, whenever anyone says something really funny
and I laugh I always look around to see if you think
it's funny too. Even when you are not there, I look around.
-greys anatomy

five;

the way you changed your mind so quickly;
like the blink of an eye; really makes me
wonder if you ever did feel as much as you led on.

six;

Sometimes, I hope we're still friends when I'm married. I hope that I'll invite you to the wedding and you'll come. You'll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You'll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me more than himself. You'll see all that you could have had and you'll regret letting me go. But the thing I want you to see most is that I survived without you.

seven;

There's a difference between letting go and pretending you forgot.

eight;

You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

nine;

there was a time when i wouldn't have pretended with my friends. i would have told them that i'd never been so lonely in my entire life, that the loneliness was like a sharp prick in my heart. every time i moved but they were happy. and i didn't want to bring them down. not anymore.
-island girls (and boys) : rachel hawthorne

ten;

"I don't think anyone can give you advice when you've got a broken heart."

- Britney Spears

eleven;

I thought you might come back if I changed. If I let all my inhibitions fall to the side, if I was loud and outrageous. Maybe you'd notice something.

twelve;
It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach,
feels like your heart stopped beating,
feels like that dream you know the one when you
are falling and you want so desperately to wake up
before you hit the ground but its all out of your control,
you cant trust anything anymore,
no one is who they say they are,
your life is changed forever,
and the only thing to come out of the whole
ugly experience is no one will be able to
break your heart like that again
--The Women

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